cool kids they belong together

atouch2much @ 2005-03-27T10:54:00

2005-03-27T15:55:08Z

hey i never write in this thing anymore probably cause no1 reads it and i forgot about it

vday

2005-02-15T01:06:50Z

im trying so hard to not like u
im trying so hard to be the one u dont want
its so hard to deny somthing so tru
tho it feels so right
we now that this love we could not do
so im outside ur house in the rain
wishing u would let me in
i dont know how long i can pretend
thats a lie, im pretending right now
im pretending with every word that comes out my mouth
ill be pretending till the song of that barrel rings out
and everyone will see how i look so sound
and everyone will se that it was u that i wanted
i just didnt know how..

xmas

2004-12-26T03:08:08Z

its xmas yay im greatful for what i got:

song for everyone: it will make u smile

let us burn one from end to end and pass it over to me my friend
burn it long but burn it slow to light me up before i go
if u dont like my fire then dont come around cause im gonna burn one down
my choice is what i chose to do if im cause no harm it shouldnt bother u
your choice is who u chose to be if ur causin no harm then ur alright with me
if u dont like my fire then dont come around cause im gonna burn one down
a gift from the earth
and whats from the earth is the greatest worth
so before u nock it first try it
and ull see its a blessing not a curse
and if u dont like my fire then dont come around cause im gonna burn one down

i saw fat albert today it was ok basically cleaned and watched movies

bitches

2004-12-13T01:50:39Z

worst fuckin birthday of my life worst fuckin day of my life i fuckin hate everyone and i wish nadege was home and i wish devin was here and i hat fuckin fake ass people thanks for everything ass holes

crys of the vergin brokin dreams

2004-11-03T01:06:27Z

u wanna take me on?

Look at the high school dramas they fight so hard to be apart of aww look at the masks they were afraid to show who they are, aw look at the friends they pretend to be its to bad no sees how they now nothing about themselves just fight so hard to know everything about everyone else aww look at all the things they have the diamonds and pearls

I just wish they could feel as rich as we do with our simple pleasure like the sky a lake on a rainy day learning to play redemption some and not caring u got caught getting drunk at your neighbors house at 3 in the morning all cause it was worth it cause the so genuine so brilliant at heart have no fears just the day live by the day die by the knife die bye the one you've learned to love

by request its grammer fixed
ilove u i want to kno u who are unever did give me my breath back and this flat line is scaring me i love . and we wait alone

im high as shit so excuse the entry

atouch2much @ 2004-10-26T16:29:00

2004-10-26T20:33:32Z

give it up we have nothing and u lied from the star and i lost my head u could have cared less tell u the story pause for the sips from the bottle kick up a chair

and hes stolen my heart and im scared...

and it goes on and on here we go again strap ur self in tight

atouch2much @ 2004-10-24T22:10:00

2004-10-25T02:19:09Z

thanks kirra for sexin up my lj cause it sucked before

this weekend was perfect fishin was fun happy bday kara wow im so chill right now listenin to some chill as tones just no its perfect even thought the guy i kinda likes likes someones alse even though thats my fault cause like i havent even really talked to him but im cool
tehya and rob go out their so cute together
well im goin to hit the sheets movies with my favorit big bro in the morning. the only thing that was missing this weekend was seein mike.

atouch2much @ 2004-10-23T23:28:00

2004-10-24T03:29:12Z

hey today was so much fun yesterday was a blast i love u twot sisters good times casey

old stuff

2004-10-20T19:05:32Z

omg i found my old journal so im goin to put it in hear tell me wut ya think

when i lookin ur eyes its greater then any sunride i wonder y i have all these fellongs bottled up inside,i love the way i could talk to u and the way you could always tell me the truth you could talk me down and you helped me turn my life around, to tell u the truth my whole life was was you the only reason im here today is cause u didnt let me throw my life away ... my heart beats to the sound of ur voice and the way my body shakes when i feel ur breathe on my cheek and i hope u didnt notice thet my heart stoped beating when u put ur hand on mine.
^ wow thats really bad and i dont want to write anymore cause i dont like putin my actual journal on this idk it was part of the first page of my old one guess it was an impulse

anyways today was good got my cd player from michelles when i went to her house fro color day uhh monday i left my cell ay the movie theater so dont bother calling it. omg theres this guy i think i like well i though he was cute for awhile but not were actually startin to talk alot more and kels thinks i should go out with him cause all we talk about is like guys and dates and stuff like that at vollyball it was crazy at homcomming lol.

aight tell me wut u think its alittle sumthin sumthin:

whatch your actions it become ur habits

wathc ur habits it become your character

whatch your character it becomes ur destiny

> i wish the wind to night could wrap me in its arms and take me nto the unknown

killin on the tv screen

2004-10-19T02:08:01Z

but when my words touch ur ear ill be right there. well i went to the movies with sarah and kylin today saw team america mucho fun. ronry im so ronry i have no one to rerate to. any ways i wish ppl can be happy again i really miss the good old days wich sux cause im finally getting my life together im finaly organized and ready to deal with stuff with out goin crazy im relaxed and just chill like in english we had to write wut pisses u off and i didnt have anything really like im #5 on the list dude im goin higher soon enough be up there and just turn the cheek i just need to not cus so much but im workin on it. its this jack johnson man chilled me out n my damian marly and doug e doug chillin me out but the one thing i want the most is for rich to feel the way i do right now. well alot of ppl r like alex y r u friends with that guy if i were u id hate him hes such a dick. well thier are three kinds of ppl in this world dicks pussys and assholes.u c the pusseys get made cause the dicks always fuck them and the dicks fuck the assholes too but u need but the pussys got to get fucked by the dicks or else they'd have shit all over them and and if the dicks didnt fuck the assholes then ued have shit all over the pussys and dicks . no but idk y i am i just dont hold grudes and its in the past but wut ever and im over it. he need to see his fing friend cause he goin crazy. he needs a vacation tell me someone out there remembers the happy rich the chill kid alittle angry tho but chill. he needs to learn to love himself before anything. but anyways ill talk to u lata and maybe one of these days ill get homcomming pics up.

homecomming

2004-10-17T18:49:39Z

well yesterday was homcomming. i had so much fun at first i was like ehh but then i was like wut ever and just danced with everyone and had as much fun as possible so dance with everyone and ppl i didnt really think i would dance with i think the funnest was riley kris n chris oh yeah and when like all 7 of us started to dance with riley good times. dinner was good after party was good i think i went straight to sleep though but thats cool i was tired. aww im sry my little wallflower im sry i didnt workout for u 2 she missed out. paras rich yall freakin wallflowers im goin to get u 2 to dance more next time mark my words.lol. everyone said i looked really hott i thought i looked aight my dress was to short so it keep pissing me off but shit happins. im mad i didnt go last year cause it was so much fun and i wish i want bowling with layc cause that woulld have been nice ass shyt. but it was good all in all.

i saw a shooting star

2004-10-09T04:37:24Z

crazy how it feels tonight, crazy how you make it all alright love
crush me with the things you do, and i do for you anything, too.
sitting smoking feeling high and in this moment it feels so right

devin and just shit

2004-10-07T23:45:51Z

devin i love u it good enough to be my self i dont have to always talk about bout my problems u just make me forget them i dont have to alwasy complain and shit u were one of the few that just told it to my face alex hes not good enough for u fuck him alex take another fuckin hit hooka fest im comming over hes an idiot best of all time sarah just fuck him hell give us al free weed for alife time it for the cause lol good times but anyways i wish u were still her from that day in science johnson who would have knew? it brings tears to my eyes to think ill lose u i dont want to ever stop being friends. got it.

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens. A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins. I will never ask if you don't ever tell me. I know you well enough to know you never loved me.

ive known these things all along i just didnt bother to share lol

one more day

2004-10-07T21:23:28Z

have u ever had something so great right in front of ur face and be so blind not to see it untill it was to late...?

a woman may kill herself over 1 man but 100 will barry her..

im reallly sick i think im goin to go to the hospital cause this sucks ohh i meet sam and zack and talked to joe on the fone ther really cool. hmm im still tryin to figure out if i wanna go with ben to hamecomming but im not really down for blind dates. anyways it been good i have my rants alot cause im tired of my friends going out and killing themselves when ther are ppl who are deing to have thier youth back or in that case thier life back. there are ppl who live in poverty and are dying and we go out and buy a pack of ciggs. for five dollars and that could have feed a family for a week even more ppl need to learn to appreciate wut they have cause they might not have it forever

atouch2much @ 2004-09-11T14:54:00

2004-09-11T18:55:11Z

went to karate soooo much fun was asked to help with the test asked to go to some tournaments fuckin nice as shit talked about the old days i missed yall so much i wish i stayed but glade im back

vball

2004-09-10T10:17:01Z

yeah well kels n i are managing vollyball we went to wild lake and jv lost first time in like 26 years and last year we were undefeated do ther screwed. i saw kira anf tasha anf savanna good time yall played good imust say. funest thig ever ohh yeah any ways i got to fuckin find somone to go to the dance for fuckin brook fuckin a grr anyways. shit its friday now i forgot to finnish this oh well check u later.

stu

2004-09-09T19:47:38Z

hey dawgs i dont kno why im still writtin in this thig i guess i just want to tell ppl stuff eventho no1 knows my lj name oh well. well stu comes back today or tommorrow yay im so excited i love that boy i dont want him to hurt anymore he diserves better he mayhave a tortured soul but i want him to overcome that. i cant wait to see him. well i talked to max school max that guys the shit he said he would hepl me with my hackysackin probably on a days. hells yeah.lol. good time with keylin lol hes my brother for those who didnt know. stacia got my didgets do guess who has yet another ride ohh yes lol sike thats ma gurl shes cool shit. nadege is coming back for homecoming yayi love my sis best person ever if anything happined to her id kill myself. schools cool kaytlin may is ma dawg good times in english. abalo is the shit yeah about those mole cars. anyway leah is like my new best friend can u say my second twin? hey im takin donations for juli shes haven a boob job and needs donations. pshh hm go to the dance and get my freak on with random hot guys of chill with mike tuffy.lol sike. well igtg go see wild lake get thier ass kicked at vollyball.

atouch2much @ 2004-09-07T15:35:00

2004-09-07T19:35:22Z

ohh yeah hmm ppl= shit but beautifuly

the sex

2004-09-07T19:31:55Z

the earky november is the sex

Make your way down the face
Of everything we know
Go so far see other places and
Other people I won't know about

And breathe in deep let it out slow
Did you hear it's all my fault again
I know why no one else knows
why I'm here all alone again

make it sound so good that
I won't be right and I walk alone tonight
outside my house and outside my mind
no matter what I say I'm never right

Breathe in deep let it out slow
Did you hear it's all my fault again
I know why no one else knows
Why I'm here all alone again

just wanted to say

2004-09-06T18:04:51Z

hey i kno i havent updated in awhile but im not really into the whole jl thing cause i like the old fashion journals cause i think those are more real cause like these are just an advertisment and a way of saying things or telling things to ppl when u dont have the balls to tel them to thier face so u write it in hear so everyone can see but ohh well ya do what u want abd in a way im doin the same thing but wut i said earlier doesnt go for everyone so i cant send a message to everyone cause thats rude. but whatever anyways not like anyone cares umm school aight im learning how to hackysack lots of fun. i meet this gurl named leah shes cool as shit like my fuckin twin omg cool kid whoever reads this go find her n be her friend cause shes awsoem great person to talk she reminds me of my self cause she does exactly wut i would do if i was in those situations and out childhoods were simmiler. but anyways about the hackysach ohh soo excited ive been practicin.lol. but anyways i stole these poem things from elliot cause i thought they were really good.

When everything seems 2 be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I'll take your hand, wipe away your tears & whisper that I'll always be here...

When you were running after the person you love, you were 2 busy 2 notice me running after you. don't mind me but when you stumble and fall, take my hand and let me be the one 2 help you get up again...

If kisses were water, I'd give you the sea. If hugs were leaves, I'd give you a tree. If spaces were love, I'd give you eternity. And if you're true and sincere 2 me. I'll keep all my love 4 thee

I close my eyes and the 1st thing that came to mind was your face. Images are not created on more thoughts alone but the real special ones are 4ever engraved in the heart

I opened my wallet and found it empty, I reached in my pocket and found a few coins, I searched in my heart and found you there then I felt like the richest person in the world

If I have an "hrt" and put "ea" in it, then it would have a heart! If I put "u" in it, I would get hurt! but I'd rather have "u" and get hurt than have a heart without Ü!

There's a reason why the tree's tall. A reason why the snow falls. A reason why the sky's bright. A reason why the moon glows. A reason why the wind blows. A reason why it's dark at night. But I don't know why I feel like this. Who could be my reason?

well yeah those r it wish i found them eairlier but wut ever better now then never i can relate so i like

atouch2much @ 2004-09-01T16:01:00

2004-09-01T20:13:08Z

so today at school was alright had aa that was fun talked about alot of stuff i found ppl in my fuckin lunch cause it blows.hmm in general it was an average day but over all pll sux like everyone no exceptions n i dont want to hear ur shit cause ur life has no purpose. i kinda wish i could meet someone who was fuckin real cause ya kno these fack fuckers r a wast of air they try to hard to have ppl like them n over stupid shit they try to have things in common when thers nothing thier dumm asses if they can like u for u are dont be with them eveyone aww i dont like her hes a dick ahh well shut up its ur fault for wasting ur life n mine with that shit tryin to get ppl stressed over stupid shit. like y dont ppl try and make them selves happy insead of being this image that ther not ur distroying ur life i mean shit bein happys better then fuckin all sad n shit god wut the fuck is up with the ppl in the world today.

atouch2much @ 2004-08-31T16:23:00

2004-08-31T20:29:53Z

i love julian cause hes a my dawg and tehy tehy i love u too alot and i have a problem cause im suposed to go to home comming with alyse and im supposed to go with rick pats bro and sarah might be goin with tehya soo we got a problem so fuck thats all i got to say i talked to that kid max again he's coo listens to nirvana 1 point on my cool list and that kid alex 1 point two new friends yay

day 2 school

2004-08-31T20:22:25Z

hey day 2 of school it was ok im not realy focused cause i havent realized that schools started but wut ever i might take classes at hcc cause i cant take them this year. omg sean n gianni smoked some my shit n they said my shit was good hell yeah haha im excited. well i went to school talked to ppl came home then elliots rommin soup then slept at elliots then fone with sean n gianni then a nother nap the homework music then sleep.it was a good day

shixxle

2004-08-31T00:51:43Z

well today was the first day of school i met new ppl it was cool this kid max n this kid alex the kid alex is really cool. i finnal got those pic from shauna <3. awwww school without devin and sarah is goin to sux but we got kels so it not to bad but i want my lance back n that hussy.my baby called me yay for once in his life well not my baby but my buddi stupid freshman. tryin to get to mattys party i love u hunn ohh sooo #1 on my cool list had guitar to day soo much fun n i saw rod at friendlys god hes hot best day ever saw everyone dont care that it was school